Why?

How come it's always the nights you say your going to go to bed early ends up being the nights you go to be so late.

Last night i was doing a few things while Zayda was asleep, heading to bed at 11:30. But my mind would not turn off. I was thinking how i want to start doing family prayer before bed. Picturing us on our knees in zayda's room and peeking at her to see, her arms folded and her kneeling on her knees, picturing me trying to hold back tears. Thinking why i find myself only praying when i feel really blessed or when i'm having a difficult time. I forget to constantly thank my heavenly father for the everyday things . Then i began thinking of how i was going to tell Brandon i was Pregnant the next time around. (My idea) take a picture of Zayda holding a sign saying i'm going to be a big sister, then tying the picture to a bag of pink and blue candy and having Zayda give it to Brandon. So random, i have a IUD....no plans to get it out soon. Then i began to count in my head hoping that would put me to sleep and clear my mind. I thought about much more but this is already long.

Does it take you forever to fall asleep, do u just lay in bed and think like i do, or are you like Brandon, hit the pillow and your asleep?